do u know wat i'm doing ?

usah bicara apa-apa jika tidak tau kisah yg sebenar

idop kita d dunia adalah utk berjaya . yes dat is number 1

n da most important is , pergaulan kita dgn org ramai

salah kah jika kita mengeratkan hubngan silaturrahim

x kesah r org tu lelaki atau perempuan

x kesah r org tu ex-boy awk

x kesah r org tu ex-gurl awk

x kesah r org tu ex-boy awk punya ex-gurl

x kesah r org tu ex-gurl awk punya ex-boy

sedangkan sy berusaha utk bekawan dgn mereka berdua tanpa ada sebarang masalah

( perkara yg lepas x usah d kenang , ape yg perlu d takotkan ? )

sesiape pon dia , tiada perkataan "HARAM" utk kita tidak menerima dia sebagai kawan

bahkan orang gila , org kurang siuman , orang kurang upaya pon boleh menjadi kawan kita

sehina2 manusia , dia tetap makhluk ciptaan Allah

jangan r kita hanye bersuara atau mengutuk atau mengata tentang individu jika tiada bukti atau hanya sekadar utk menyakitkan hati sahaja

percaya r kita tdk akn dpt apa2 dgn cara itu , bahkan kita meraih DOSA semata2

sy bukan r individu yg berhak utk becakap soal DOSA atau PAHALA atau HARAM atau HALAL

tu masing2 punya masalah dengan YANG MAHA ESA

DIA yg menentukan nasib kita d akhirat kelak

kadang2 org yg d pandang mulia itu , sbenanya hati dia busuk

kadang2 org yg d pandang hina itu , sbenanya hati dia mulia

nilai dari hari secara bijaksana

kita patot belajar dari kesilapan . kegagalan adalah guru terbaek kita

LOVE ;SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

Henry's Crime

dari title dia jea , da dpt tarik minat sy , ape tah lg org laen

i think , tu movie yg agak membosankan sy

story about a man have no life outside there after live in prison for a couple years

then , met someone special , an actress

then , he n his fren planning to rob a bank

but how to rob witout use any weapons ?

nk cite balik , mmg penat r , korg tgk r sndr movie .

movie nie berunsur '18' pl / sx (x ingat r )

so jgn pndai2 nk ajak anak2 ke , adek2 yg x ckup umo yea . hehehehe

tp sy x nyesal r tgk movie nie . sbb sy nie mmg kaki wayang kan

hobi bg sy . seronok sgt tau .

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

get ready for sem2

7th July 2011

tarikh nie sy sudah berdaftar ke poli

seriously , i wont attend . never n ever . but i have too :(

Alhamdulillah . sy dapat tawaran kamsis lg . n Alhamdulillah , sy da dpt settlekan segala yuran pengajian n asrama . happy jea

tp sy x nk masok poli . u know y ? coz that institute r so far , far n far away from city n my home sweet home

another thing is all my besfren over there , duduk rumah sewa . sy rasa mcm sy keseorangan

da r sem lepas sy dok dlm bilik sorg2

sem 2 nie pon nk biarkan sy dok sorg2

i hope have someone yg bole teman sy hari2 r dlm bilik

sy x nk roomate yg akan beri tekanan kt sy

sy nk roomate yg sporting n hapening

sedih nye sy

but its ok r . yg penting , sy datang sana nk blaja n sy nk dpt kan segulung sijil diploma dlm masa 2 tahun lg . itu impian sy . sy nk banggakan n naek kn nama baek family sy

keluarga , kawan-kawan , berikan sy semangat !

doakan kejayaan saya

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

happy

almost 2 month cuti sem , mcm2 dugaan n cabaran yg sy hadapi

tp sumenya dugaan yg Allah berikan , sy dpt hadapi dgn baek

kisah silam sy sudah berlalu

sy create dunia baru sy

KEGAGALAN ADALAH GURU TERBAEK SAYA

bukan mudah menjadi seorang yg kuat

KESILAPAN YG LALU MEMBERI PENGAJARAN KEPADA SY

Alhamdulillah , hidup sy bertambah bahagia

cuma sy ingin tekan kn di cnie

kita x perlu menjadi org yg bongkak , sombong n angkuh utk meraih kebangaan d kalangan org rmai

apa yg penting , kita kene jaga atitude , peramah , n sentiasa mengambil berat ant satu sma laen

kita x perlu bangga dgn kedudukan kita , kerena d akhirat kelak , Tuhan x kn letak kn kita d tempat yg 'berstatus'

sume manusia tiada bezanya

jgn sangka cinta yg kita raih dahulunya , kita x mampu cinta meraih cinta yg laen

cintailah Allah , pencipta kita

cintailah ibu bapa kita serta kaum keluarga kita

yg penting cintailah diri anda sendiri

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

1st day working

today i'm totally tired . biase nye hari isnin , customer x ramai . skali hari nie hari cuti pekerja r .

mmg x tau lgsg . fuhhh . layan cust mcm2 kerenah .

tp naseb baek byk gelak tawa .

sy keje bawa syida skali . mmg dia lg r mengah kan . hehehe

x pasal2 dia jd mangsa share shortage dgn aku . hahaha sory syida

sy keje kembali ke GSC PAVI KL . saperindu sy , mai r dtg sana k

still in da same department . its concession .

best tau keje sana . event penat gila x bape sesuai utk pompuan (bg yg lemah lmbut r)

keje nie byk begerak . keja tu r , keja nie r

yg best oegang cashier . tp kene pndai jage barang n duet r

hari2 mengadap pop corn . hehehe

knp sy suka keja kt gsc . memandangkan sy nie kaki movies

so , sy dpt r tgk movie free hari2 bila keje kt sana

hahaahhaha . x yah baya lg , membazir jea

hope sy dpt keje dgn ok jea . i'll take care of myself :)

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

1st sem

OMG !! u know wat ? unbelievable . da hbs sem r

mcm x caya masa da belalu dgn cepat

hehehehe . thanx GOD .

da x de nk kene bgn pagi utk g klas , x de bejalan jao sebanyak 800 meter sehari

penat memerah otak hari2 , mengadap assignment

tp sy x kan lupe detik bersama dgn kawan2

makan kt sarang burung sama2 , lepak tepi tasek , g klas sama2 , makan sama2

satu jea yg x sama2 , sy tido dlm bilik sorg2 sbb sy x de roommate

baru2 nie , 2 hari sebelom sy pergi meninggalkan poli

sy ade bela seekor anak kucing , she's so cute

sy bg dia makan , nk tido atas katil jea , sy ske tgk dia maen , n dia sgt nakal

tp dia ske manja2 dgn sy . mama dia pon slalu dtg blk sy

dalam masa 2 hari jea sy bela tp dia suda kenal sy

ape yg sedih ? masa sy nk blk n kosong kan bilik , anak kucing tu x nk klua tau dr bilik

dia nk duduk dlm bilik jea . sy sedih sgt

sy da minx mak bawa balik tp mak x nk sbb dia masih mnyusu dgn mama dia

i miss to call her " Baby " . i miss to c her face . i miss to sleep with her

cuti sem plak telah bemula . 2 bulan ktorg cuti

ape nk wat ? myb sy akan keje kowt . cari nafkah sndr

ehehhehehehe

nk g holiday , enjoy , n keje . tu jea yg ade dlm pkran skunk nie

sy harap holiday sy baek2 jea

for rite now , i'm waiting for my special day

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

last minit planning . tetbe myra ajak g lepak mcd

mula2 ngat nk g jj maluri jea . alang2 tu , tros g BB jea

lepak kt McD BB . gossip2 . da lame x lepak dgn myra

mcm2 story hot dgr . heehehe rindu kt myra

then g Sg.Wang jlan2 usha2 baju .

dlm kul 9 baru blah balik

thanx myra . at least sy x bosan malam nie . asek menahan saket jea n terperap kt ruma .

bosan sgt . tp syg nya x dpt lepak dgn leya

mcm nie idop bila hilang kekasih . korg bedua jea r tmpt sy mengadu . korg bff aku .

thanx again

btw , I LOVE BOTH OF U

AMIRA ASHIKIN & ILIYA NABIHA

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

KUALA LUMPUR

i am so happy yesterday ! satu hari bejalan sekitar KL

hahaha . act sy da lame x bejalan . maklum r da jd penduduk tetap kt sabak bernam katekan

tgh hari tu g Pudu Raya sbb nk beli tiket bus blk ke poli isnin nie

wahhh tempat tu skunk sudah d renovate . so , tmpt tu sgt chantek n sistematik

aiyooo nk ujan daa . tros blah g Sg.Wang for lunch

mmg klaka gila . time tu kene paksa makan ubat n titiskan ubat kt telinga

malu nye .. sume org pndg laen mcm jea . haih

dlm 1-2 jam melepak kt sana , bertukar arah ke Taman Tasik Perdana

mao hirup udara segar selepas ujan . waahh best gila . seronok sgt

smpai sana , jalan2 keliling taman tu , maen lari2 n dok melepak sana smpai r maghrib

lepas lepak sana , bertukar arah lg

destinasi seterusnya , g Sunway Pyramid . mula2 nk g ICT tp mcm jao plak . so x jd

smpai sana , jalan2 , tgk org maen ice skating ,usha sana sini , gossip2

hehehehe . mmg best . byk gelak sgt hari . dpt lupe saket kejup .

n last destination is Dataran Merdeka . wat apa ?

tgk bola kt sana . screen kemaen besa lg . jln siap tutup lg tu .

seronok tgk happy family dok lepak sana gak

kemudian tu baru r blk . tepat jam 11 mlm smpai ruma

really having a great day r katakan

today i can smile n laugh . so happy .

sy harap sy dpt happy mcm nie lg

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

a doctor

today story is i'm going to clinic

kali kedua jumpa doktor

swear ! i'm so scared !

sy x ske jmpe doc

smpai kt klinik , mcm x plak lame tggu angka giliran kan

mmg x r , naseb r kawen2 ade dtg teman skali

x de r rase bosan tp prasaan kecut tu still ade

sgt klaka kan , org laen dtg sbb skt laen

tp sy dtg sbb telinga jea

jarang d buat orang :)

ade r dlm 30 minit tggu , finally sy masok bilik berjumpe dgn doctor

naseb dpt doc perempuan . hehehehhe

ketika d temu ramah oleh doc

dia teros check telinga n done

dia bg surat ubat , dan pesan dia

" awak amek ubat nie , titiskan d telinga awk sebanyak 2 titis , 3 kali sehari . dalam masa 10 hari lg , awk dtg klinik blk , n sy akan tembak telinga awk "

wahhhhh time tu mmg sy kecut gila r dgr . sumpah x nk jmpe doc lg lps nie

sy harap telinga sy cepat sembuh . dah 2 mggu dah nie menahan saket

n x saba nk tggu final paper nnt

hope i had a great holiday :)

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

unknown

mudahnya seseorg itu meminta maaf setelah apa yg dia lakukan terhadap individu yg pernah d bencinya dahulu

apakah ini hanya sekadar kepura-puraan atau dia benar2 layak utk d maaf kan ?

atau adakah dia hanya mencari org yg d bencinya dahulu utk menghiburkan hatinya yg kebosanan & keseorangan

jika dulu , dia membiarkan individu tersebut kerna memiliki sesuatu yg lbh memuaskan hati dia

jadi kali ini apa sbb dia kembali ?

penuh dgn persoalan yg bermain d minda

MAAF

perkataan yg mudah d sebut tp sukar utk d ungkai kan maksudnya

perasaan bukan utk d bawa main

mudah nya apabila kita tlh melakukan kesalahan , kemudian meminta maaf

mungkin si pemaaf mengatakan mereka d maaf kan TETAPI apakah hati nya rela utk memaafkan ?

kadang2 kita kena pk prasaan org lain , sbb kita sndr x sedar kita da lukakan hati seseorg

jika d pihak pemaaf , memaaf kan seseorg adalah amalan yg mulia

hati kita suci drpd dendam & hasad dengki

insyaAllah , hati kita akan tenang

apa yg sy cuba smpai kan ini

walaupun kenangan yg lepas masih lg bermain d pkran sy ni

tp x bemakna sy akn menyimpan dendam

sy cuba utk menerima hakikat dan memaafkan atas apa yg tejadi kpd sy

dirinya tetap akn sy ingati

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

hati yg kau sakiti

jangan pernah katakan bahwa
cintamu hanya untukku
karna kini kau telah membaginya
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harus kutinggalkan dirimu
karna hatiku selalu kau lukai

** tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu
ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa

reff:
ku menangis membayangkan
betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
kau duakan cinta ini
kau pergi bersamanya

ku menangis melepaskan
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

ku menangis
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

smiling

2 paper has done

Tourism Geography n Fundamentals of Tourism and Hospitality

have another 3 paper

wow , its look complicated

tragedi hari ini :

semangat sgt nk jwb paper , smpai x seda sy x bawa kad matrik

lg 5 minit nk masok panggong syarahan

sy pon berlari ke asrama

otw ke asrama plak , bole plak sy nmpk biawak depan mata sy sndr

mmg tekejot gila time , sy pon teros berlari tnpa memikirkan ape2

yang saket ati nye ade sorg akak nie tegelak kt sy kowt . haih . bengang jea

da amek , teros lari d panggong syarahan blk

mmg mengah giler r . smpai jea teros jwn soklan

Alhamdulillah r sy dpt paper td

lps tu , sy teros blk KL

x saba . sbb nk rase sy nk g hospital plak . check telinga sy yg sudah saket 2 mggu nie

x tahan dgn denyutan n dengungan nie

harap sgt telinga nie cepat sembuh

even pon sy hadapi dgn mcm2 mslh , tp sy tetap bole tersenyum mcm nie :)

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

2 case

first day of final exam

first paper is Tourism Geography

mcm x susa plak paper tu kan . sy tgk org laen sume struggle jea study

tp sy kt dalam bilik just relax , maen games , watching movies

sambil melayan kerenah kesaketan nie

aaauuuchhh :'(

wake up at early morning . thanx God someone call me n talk . SY RINDU DIA

mlm td tido lmbt pon sbb dia . cehhhh

then go to bath . before that , smentra ade masa , study jup

at 11.15 am , masok dewan dgn penoh deba

da dpt paper tros jwb tnpa pk ape lg dah

soklan bole tahan gak . ade senang , ade susa

most of da quest sy bole jwb . Alhamdulillah :)

after dat , i'm going to clinic to check wat happen to my rite ear

doc tu sumpah encem . hahaha . tp kasar . cehhhh

rase takot sgt sbb sy x ske jmpe doc . trauma !

then dia tanye saket ape ? sy jwb saket telinga

tanye lg , saket tekak x ? huh ? ape kaitan ? sy pon jwb r x de

then dia check temp badan . n check tlinga

then da result is , he said " telinga awk benanah "

WHAT DA @#$$ !!!!!

seriously risau . tp doc ckp jgn risau , klau saket lg g hospital tros .

cuak bagai .

lastly dia bg ubat air , pil anti-biotic n pil tahan saket

so guys , wish sy cepat sembuh k :)

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

OMG ! my ear

sory da lame x update blog sejak akhir2 nie .

intenet kt poli sgt lembap .

u know wat happen to me ?

telinga sy d sbela kanan sakit yg teramat sgt

da dekat sminggu lebih . i dont know wat to do

starting , pekak biase jea . tp maken lame maken terok

pendengaran maken kurang . kesakitan maken betambah

Ya Allah , sumpah teseksa gler

x de slera nk makan , tido pon x lena sbb bedenyut

sy hanya mampu nk menanges n menahan saket jea

final exam maken dekat . ngat sy akan sihat mcm biase jea

tp myb saket nie akn berlarutan

mak suroh g klinik , tp sy x nk . sy nk blk KL nnt smbil d temani mak baru sy akn g klinik

hopefully x de pape yg belaku r

nk hepi2 pon x bole da

sy hanya mampu berdoa pd Yang Maha Esa jea supaya kesaketan nie hilang dgn cepat

sy x nk nnt ade penyakit yg datang

x sangup lg !!!

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

think

do u know the feeling of loving someone who thus not love u in return ?

IT'S HURT RIGHT ?

that is how GOD feels most of the time .

think about it :)

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

gastrikku

tetbe je dtg menyerang sy . kenapa r ? nk kate salah makan , x pon .

semalam bukan x mkn . kemaen byk lg sy makan . tetbe malm smlm kne gastrik plak .

da lame kowt penyakit ni x dtg . da dekat setaon . ngat kan da ok . rupenye x .

tp sejak akhir2 nie sy mmg jarang makan . asek bemurung .

myb d sbbkan mslah yg sy hdapi kowt .

mcm2 mslah yg melanda . x bole nk focus kn sgt dgn plajaran .

tertekan pon ade . myb org laen x fhm ape yg sedang sy hadapi skunk nie .

x pe r sy pon x minx org fhm sy . mcm meraih simpati plak .

sy pon x kesa sy mcm mane pon . sy ok ke , x ok ke , x sihat ke , bukan ade org kesa kan ?

hahahahahhahahaha . hehehehehehhe

yg penting sy nk tgk org d sekeliling sy sihat n bahagia

sy baru jea kehilangan org yg sy sayang .

myb sbb mslh nie kowt yg menyebabkan sy semakin saket . tp org tu bukan nya kesa pasal sy pon kan ?

x pe r . dia tgh bhgia . sy diam jea r .

yg penting sy x nk dia tau mcm mane sy kt cnie . seka yg sy dpt . saket yg sy hadapi .

hehehehhe . it's ok .

2 mggu lg nk exam . sy pelu focus kt study sy .

sy x nk maen2 ketika blaja . klau bole nk excellent jea sume .

doakan kejayaan sy yea . sy nk parents sy hepi dgn ape yg sy capai .

nk balas budi baek dorg . n wat perubahan dgn fmly sy sndr

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

room sweet room

semalam sy pulang ke poli semula

sy x nk blk sbb kt sane bosan . nothing :(

smpai kt poli , line maxis tros hilang

nk online plak , intenet lembap

fuhh mmg menyirap .

ape pon sy redha jea

dok cnie lg 3 mggu jea . lps tu tros cuti sem

x saba btol . heheheheehehee

blk poli plak dpt penyakit plak

OMG ! gastrik dtg melanda diriku

x makan , x minum

dok bilik , sy tido . study pon x

next 2 week nk final exam da .

hope sy dpt jwb soklan dg baek .

AMIN !!!!

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

rude boy

Come on rude boy, boy
Can you get it up
Come here rude boy, boy
Is you big enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
Love me, love me

Come here rude boy, boy
Can you get it up
Come here rude boy, boy
Is you big enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
Love me, love me

Tonight , I'mma let you be the captain
Tonight , I'mma let you do your thing, yeah
Tonight , I'mma let you be a rider
Giddy up , Giddy up , Giddy up, babe

Tonight , I'mma let it be fire
Tonight , I'mma let you take me higher
Tonight , Baby we can get it on, yeah
we can get it on, yeah

Do you like it boy
I wa-wa-want
What you wa-wa-want
Give it to me baby
Like boom, boom, boom
What I wa-wa-want
Is what you wa-wa-want
Na, na-aaaah

[CHORUS]

Tonight , I'mma give it to you harder
Tonight , I'mma turn your body out
Relax , Let me do it how I wanna
If you got it , I need it
And I'mma put it down

Buckle up , I'mma give it to you stronger
Hands up , We can go a little longer
Tonight , I'mma get a little crazy
Get a little crazy, baby

Do you like it boy
I wa-wa-want
What you wa-wa-want
Give it to me baby
Like boom, boom, boom
What I wa-wa-want
Is what you wa-wa-want
Na, na-aaaah

[CHORUS]

I like the way you touch me there
I like the way you pull my hair
Babe, if I don't feel it I ain't faking
No, no
I like when you tell me kiss it there
I like when you tell me move it there

So giddy up
Time to giddy up
You say you're a rude boy
Show me what you got now

Come here right now

Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
Love me, love me

[CHORUS]

Love me (6X)

Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
Love me, love me

Love me (6X)
yeh yeh yeh ,

Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
Love me, love me

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

MY ALL

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

[Chorus:]
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

[Chorus]

Give my all for your love
Tonight

i really like this song . so meaningful for me . let me forget about my past :)

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

i can smile :)

hari nie kt KL ujan satu hari . donoe wat to do .

cari kawan utk klua . finally , i got one .

we're going to watching movie at TS .

wat movie ?

DILARANG MASUK . horror movie :)

banyak suspen n agak slow motion cket

after movie , we're going to dinner at Kitaro , BB .

lps tu ape lg , gossiping r . sbb , kwn yg sy jmpe nie da dekat staon lbh x jmpe

crite pengalaman masing , pejalanan idop .

dulu ktorg rapat , kawan baek . tp skunk msg2 bz dgn hal masing2 .

arounD 9 o'clock , ktorg blk .

yang best nyer , dia back up sy . blanje makan n movie n sume r .

hehehehhehe . thanx a lot fren .

i'm gonna miss u :)

at least today i can smile again

thanx GOD :)

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

3 in 1

wow . again n again . having a great day .

semlm , 3 in 1 activity . best sgt2 .

ptg tu dlm kul 3 , ade tournament bowling kt Endah Parade under Maybank .

so enjoyable . i'm da youngest one . sume org sy x kenal . just kenal kakak sy n kwn2 dia jea .

ktorg sume maen 3 games . mcm x lenguh plak tgn nie .

but overall sgt best . sy asek dpt spare jea . bengang strike x slalu dpt .

haih .

lepas tu sy , sis rena , her ex-bf ; amy n their frens ; ricci n jie

5 of us going to next destination . guest wat ? karaoke time !!!!

wow . can u imagine ? 3 jam karok kt Bintang Gemilang Karaoke

bole terserempak dgn kawan lama . dah setaon lbh x jmpe . bila jmpe mmg x hbs jerit r dlm bilik karok tu . i miss them soo much .

layan lagu , syok habis , nyanyi smpai hilang suara . dpt hilang tension .

kul 9.15 mlm baru hbs

perjalanan masih belum tamat . last destination .

dinner kt BRJ Alam Damai . makan smbil berasap yea .

perut suda lapa . sy bantai Nasi Goreng Ayam ; mknan kgmaran tu n horlick .

layan syisya flavor honey dew + apple mint . mao x pening ?

tp sis rena n ricci n layan syisya . just 3 of us only

tp sumpah best .

thanx to sis rena , bro amy , bro ricci n bro jie

seriously enjoy gler semalam .

borak2 dgn amy , dgr lawak dia , sumpah klaka

sy dpt lupe kan sgla yg teluka . seronok sgt .

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

it's a great picnic

semalam sy n kawan2 g picnic kt Teluk Kemang , Port Dickson

saje utk release tension

even pegi 4 org jea . tp ktorg dpt enjoy satu hari

tu pon kwn yg mengajak sbb kate dorg

" syeera , kau kene release tension . ktorg x nk kau sedih . forget about da past . dia hepi dgn gf dia tp kau ? come one syeera "

puas dorg pujok n finally we have a great day ever !!!!!

thanx gurls . i love all of u so much !!

konon nk gerak kul 8 pg . skali gerak kul 10 , nie sume salah namy . hahaha

smpai sane dlm kul 11.15 pagi .

tiba d destinasi , kami d serbu oleh mamat banana boat .

wat the hell ? we just relax :)

da bosan maen air tepi pantai jea , namy ajak maen banana boat

finally ktorg naek gak . mmg best gler , abg tu bawa ktorg keliling TK dulu .

yg x bole blah time ktorg jatoh dr boat tu . fuhhhh best giler . heeheh

2 kali kene . mmg enjoy sgt :)

lps tu ktorg g snorkling plak . naek banana boat again .

tiba d destinasi , dorg bawa ktorg tgk terumbu karang . sumpah seronok n chantek sgt pemandangan .

ktorg bg ikan makan . comey gler ikan tu . dpt pegang terumbu karang , rumpai n segala jenis tumbuhan r dlm tu .

pengalaman yg indah :)

lame gak r ktorg kt sane . dekat 1 jam setgh . dpt swimming sorg2 kt tgh2 laut . mmg best .

tp sayang nye maziah x join ktorg . dia dok jea kt banana boat tu

sory yea maziah . ktorg enjoy dulu . hehehe

da hbs snorkling , ktorg pon balik r ke pntai . but , mase otw ke pantai , ktorg dpt tgk ikan meloncat2 kt laut . mcm ikan todak pon ade . nice view .

n again ktorg tejatoh dr banana boat tu lg .

shit !!! but enjoy sgt . hehehehe

da hbs mandi sume . ktorg siap2 n mandi2 , tuka baju .

then , gerak cari makan plak .

mg kebulur giler . dpt makan , bantai smpai habis . hehehehe

lastly , ktorg blk kl .

it's a simple trip but so enjoyable

thanx to maziah , echa n namy sbb sudi teman sy ber-picnic nie semata2 utk release tension

n about da past , i'll try to forget it .

act , time kat Teluk Kemang , sy selalu teringat kenangan sy n dia

ktorg pena g sana berdua . tempat yg sama .

really not in mood dat time but frens bg semngat n enjoy my self .

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

:'(

sy ngat bila sy biarkan awk melihat keadaan atau cerita tntg sy

x kira kt fb atau blog

awk bole tau sma ada sy ok ke x

tp awk menuduh sy yg bukan2

sy x pena halang awk wat ape2 pon

atau awk bekawan dgn sape2 pon

x kira time kita couple atau pon x

tp skunk pon awk nk petikaikan lg sy bekwn dgn sape ?

ape mksd sume nie ?

we're nothing . u act like u doesnt know me at all

masa kita couple , sy x curang even text dgn sape2

tp awk ? awk blakon konon x besalah

awk ade 'org lain' , plus text dgn gurl laen

awk x cukup ke dgn ape yg awk ade ?

sdgkn sy masih setia dgn awk

awk mengaku kt org kite x de pape , tp ape mkne hbngan kita slame setaon nie ?

awk wat sy mcm patung !!

betapa kuang aja nye awk tp sy cool n sy fhm awk

awk tuduh r sy mcm mne pon

yg sy tau , dlm hati sy ketika nie kosong

n ape yg sy pk kan adlah awk sorg

x bole ke nk hepikan diri sy nie ?

i'm alone but u happy dgn gf u

tahniah r sbb saketkan hati seorang perempuan yg selama nie setia dgn awk

sy harap awk setia dgn cinta awk kali nie

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

can ?

can i see ur face again ?

can i see ur smile again ?

i can hear ur voice again ?

i can hear ur laugh again ?

i can ride ur motorcycle again ?

can we walk together again ?

can i be ur fren again when u sad ?

can u being like u need me again ?

can we talk as usual ?

can we spend time together again ?

can u love me like i love u ?

can u sacrifice for me like i do ?

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

it suppose to .....

do u now wat day is today ?

it suppose to be our anniversary

u didnt remember

yes , i know dat

coz u didnt remember my beday too

n u didnt remember any our memories

do u know , i'm feel so happy n safe when i beside u

but i'm feel so worried when i leave u

n now i'm feel so alone when we separate

but u happy with someone else

sy menggambakan kita dpt celebrate bersama2 semntra sy cuti nie

we happy together n going out wit ur bike

of course we have a great , great n great day ever today

tp sume tu angan2 sy jea

sy sntiase cube utk mem-bz-kan diri sy spaya sy cpt lupekan awk

sy klua dgn kwn2 , study , listen to music

but when i bored , i starting thinking bout u

i'm here , rasa susa sgt nk melupakan awk

tp sy x tau knp dgn semdhnya awk melupakan sy ?

mungkin tidak ada cinta terhdap sy lgsg dlm ati awk tu

btol kate awk , i'm nothing

sy slalu tgk picca awk dlm folder sy

sy slalu terdgr lagu fav awk n lgu yg awk tujukan kpd sy

sy slalu tebayangkan awk bila sy g tmpt yg slalu kite lepak

hari2 sy menantikan panggilan atau sms dr awk

bila dgr bunyi moto , sy slalu ingat awk dtg kt sy

Ya Allah , ini ke seksa yg sy dpt ?

sungguh berat dugaan ni

sy x bole nk hadapi perasaan yg sy ada nie

kuat kan semangatku , berikan sinar hrpan utkku

sy insan yg sgt lemah n permudahkan r sgla urusanku

jika ini yg kau berikn kpdku , aknku trima seadanya

tp jgn r kau berikan keseksaan ini kpd nya juga

berikan kebhgiaan dia n psngannya

to HIM ;

thanx for loving me

thanx for taking care of me

thanx for give me anything

sy akn slalu ingat awk

sy akn simpan mmori kita besama

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

***

try to find n love someone

but i can't

cause i lost my 1st love

i can't give my love like i give to my 1st love

my 1st love have other lover

but i'm here doesn't have anything

i'm alone

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

journey of da day

tepat jam 8.00 pagi , kami bertolak dari ktm sg.buloh ke PSIS .

sumpah menyirap dgn jam pg2 buta :)

fuhhh , maziah bawa kete mmg mcm haram

tp best sbb dia drift baek nye

tp on da way nk g PSIS , sy tido

hehehehehehhehe

smpai PSIS jam 10.30 pagi , teros blk bilik n packing back , bawa brg blk ruma

jam 12.00 tgh hari , hahahahaha

fundamental class with puan nik

ngat kan pn.balqish masok , rupenye x , mcm haram !!!

but neva mind

we've quiz n test . adoooiiii

klas hbs jam 1.30 ptg.

mmg x r kan skejup jea pon . haihh

siap2 kemas brg sume , teros gerak balik KL

on the way to KL

part nie best

mula2 singgah kilang Nata De Coco , sy x bli pape pon .

tp mai mmg gila sbb dia bli 6 balang nata de coco

maziah beli 2 , namy beli 1

mmg x bole blah . n agak kecewa sbb sy x dpt beli

nnt x larat nk bawa . maklumr sy blk seorang diri . da x de org nk pick up mcm dulu da

lps tu gerak lg , ngat nk singgah beli mentarang

tp x de org jual pon . myb musim mentarang da habis kowt

so , ktorg stop kt gerai buah

sy kempunan buah mangga !!! beli 1kg pon jadi r

namy plak bli jagung rebus

wahhhh . makan tgh hari dah , mlantak coklat dah , tambh jagung rebus lg ,

sumpah kenyang . hahahaha

then , kami meneruskan perjalanan lg ke KL

jam 5 ptg , tiba d sg.buloh

pehal r dorg nie stop , rupenya ajak makan lg

addddoooiiiiii

ktorg g makan laksa n mee bakso

sedap sangat !!! lps tu ngat da stop mkn dahh , skali dorg ajak makan durian plak

ktorang beli 2 biji durian , lps tu mkn r ktorg 4 org .

sedap tp x ngat nnt ade yg kepanasan

hari nie mmg hari makan sedunia !!!

seronok sgt hari nie

dorg dpt happykan idop sy hari nie

lps tu anta namy balik ruma dia kt subang

then anta mai kt setiawangsa

lastly , maziah drop kn sy kt lrt bukit jalil plak

tiba d ruma jam 8.45 malam

penat sgt dpt bejalan hari nie

thanx to maziah , namy n mai

sbb sudi luangkan masa dgn sy

n bawa sy jln2 hari

thanx sbb hepi kan sy

thanx a lot !!!

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

thinking

bila sy keseorangan ,

kawan akan datang kpd sy

tp sy tetap akn rase keseorangan

sbb sy baru kehilangan seseorg yg sy sayang

sy kene kuat

sy kne lupa kan dia

dia bhgia tp sy x

buka buku baru ?

i will :)

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

alone

i'm feel alone

i lost something that i really love

i lost something that i really care

dia yg ade dlm ati sy , kini da hilang

x pe

sy x kesa sbb sy akn redha dgn ape yg jd kt sy

lps nie sy nk tgk dia hepi

sy x kesa sy ok ke x

yg pntg dia sihat

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

TAKE A BOW

Oh, how about a round of applause?
Yeah, standing ovation? Ooh, oh yeah
Yeah y-yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You?re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

Don?t tell me you?re sorry 'cause you?re not
And baby when I know you?re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talking? 'bout, ?Girl, I love you," "You?re the one"
This just looks like a rerun
Please, what else is on?

Don?t tell me you?re sorry 'cause you?re not
And baby when I know you?re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
Go on and take a bow

Oh, and the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out

How about a round of applause?
A standing ovation?

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
Now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

enjoy

spend time wit Jay n her boyfie ; Rain

we going to KTV Karaoke at Plaza Imbi

best giler dpt lepas geram n da lame x nyanyi.

sronok sgt

slame 2 jam dlm bilik tu

tp dlm kegembiraan , ade kesedihannya

seronok tgk couple yg tgh bahagia

gelak tawa , begurau senda

membuatkan sy jelez

hidop sy skunk keseorangan

myb sy x layak utk becinta kowt

i'm not belongs to anyone

but i'm happy

sbb sy bole pk idop sy seorg tanpa ade mslh lg

kadang2 sy pelukan cinta gak

bukan dr Yang Maha Esa jea ,

bukan dr fmly n kwn2 jea

malah dr someone special

mungkin belum tiba masa nya utk sy bertemu dgn seseorg

tragedi yg lepas akn sy lepaskn

tp sy x kn melupakannya smpai bila2

pahit manis bersama sy jd kan sbgai kenangan

thanx to Jay n Rain sbb sudi ajak sy karok skali :)

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

forget

i'm try to forget about u even i can't

i'm leaving

our memories , it will gone day by day

please take care of her

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

no more

no need to say dat u love me

no need to say dat u trust me

no need to show dat u want me

n i neva need u in my life anymore

YES , klau kita bebaek dgn org , org tu akan pijak kpale kita

u neva appreciate wat people do something for u

u wont to be with u :)

good bye

thanx dear

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

dude

hey dude ,
u make me so happy rite now
thanx for make me smile
crying ?
i'm try to be strong

i pray for ur happiness
bye


LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

words

ur words mean nothing
u neva change foreva n eva
u don't understand what people want
especially for gurls
u'll get everything witout thinking a risk
u r so selfish n careless
u get something n satisfied
but act u hurt someone feelings n broke their heart
r u happy wit dat way ?
no , u r absolutely not !


LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

kenangan

glasses awk yg kite beli same2
awk suroh sy pegang n simpan
n i still keep it in my drawer
nobody can touch it

nie hadiah hari lahir sy taon lepas
even sy x dpt celebrate dgn awk
tp awk tetap bg sy present
simple tp berharga
ape yg berharga ? sbb rntai nie awk wat sndr
sy ske :)
sy slalu simpan dlm purse sy
bila sy pandang , sy tringat awk

'Heart' nie pon awk bg time birthday sy
RM1 yg sgt berharga
sy akan simpan sbgai kenangan kita bersama

sy akan simpan 'harta2' nie leklok
nie jea yg sy ada sbgai pengganti awk

awk prasan x , even 3 harta nie jea yg awk bg kat sy
tp sy still lg simpan sbgai tanda sy hargai ape yg awk bg kt sy
tp awk hargai n simpan leklok x harta yg sy bg kt awk ?

awk , klau x berduet x pe
yg penting awk ikhlas dgn sy



LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

we laugh together

Mamu, Mamu kawanmu

mari kita ikut Mamu

main main selalu

syoknya syoknya ada mamu

Jom kita Lari !!!!

( nyanyikan lagu ini mengikut rentak lagu ice-cream Mat Cool )

lagu ini d tujukan kpd our classmate

hhahahaahahahha

he's from Penang

sumpah dia klaka , mulut macam pompuan

sy pon kalah bercakap dgn dia

neyna chan & syeera abdul khalid like to laugh together

in tourism geography class

so fun :)

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

. .

TERIMA KASIH

CINTA

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

:'(

enough wit wat we've done

wat both of us do before

sy da x nk ngat pape

it's suck

terrible , worst

i want my life back

i need happiness in my life

but it seems not like before

i've to move

gotta go my own way

i have too

but act i dont wanna be da 'old' of me

dude , i'm totally change

r u happy now ?

thanx for loving me

thanx for bring me into ur heart

thanx for evrything

yes , i'm not good enough for u

tapi yg x cukup bagus nie r yg awk slalu cari

terima kasih jdkan sy sebgai kekasih gelap awk

dah puas dgn ape yg awk dpt ?

sy harap awk hepi dgn ape yg awk dpt

:)

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

the last great day

Ahad , 27 Mac 2011

sehari selepas Makan Malam di De Palma Hotel

kami berdua date di genting highland

x d sangka kan itu r hari terakhir kami akan klua bersama

hari yg indah sgt . kowt ?

we enjoy da day

ktorg masok Replay Believe It Or Not

maen Roller coster

tp x sangka tu hari terakhir ktorg bergelak tawa bersama

dia kate dia bhgia bila bersama dgn sy

sy pon sgt bhgia bila bersama dgn dia

i love him so much

i can't forget about him

he's smile , laugh , face ,

i miss everything about him

i know i'm not good enough

tp smpai bila bila2 pon syg sy terhadap dia tidak akn pernah padam

cinta sy utk awk

bukan utk lelaki laen

tp memandangkan awk pon dah hilang dlm idop sy

idop sy pon dah x bhgia mcm dulu

sy minx maaf klau selama nie sy byk menyakitkan hati awk

awk ade ekin , awk ade rozi

sy harap awk bhgia dgn mereka

CINTA YG X PENAH PADAM

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

HEART

bila sy sayang seseorg , sy akn menyayanginya betul2
tp bila sy x ske seseorg , sy x kn pena benci dia

sy menyintai dia kerana sy sayang dia
kerna sy rase dia cinta hati sy

tp sy akn redha jika x de jodoh
sbb Tuhan da tentukan jodoh kita
cume kita blom cari yg tepat utk diri kita

tp , jgn r sia2 kan cinta yg ade dlm hati kita nie
jika kita mampu bertahan , sabar n kuat
insyaAllah jodoh tu ade

tp klau da sehabis kuat kite pertahankan cinta kita tu
namun tetap x de jodoh
jgn r kita salahkan takdir k
mungkin Tuhan da tentukan yg terbaek utk kita
kita cume perlu trima Qada' n Qadar Allah

insyaAllah , hidup kita akan bahagia .

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

PERASAAN

sy x reti nk luah kan prasaan sy
awk tau mcm mane sy luahkan prasaan ?

sy akan MENANGIS
sy akan PENDAM , tp bermakna sy akn DENDAM
sy akan wat something yg awk x kan expect
sy akan luahkn pada org sy pecaya jea
sy akan marah2 org ( x psal2 org laen jd mangsa )

bukan sy x caya kt awk
tp sy nk awk tau sy sntiasa pelukan awk
sy nk awk fhm sy mcm mne sy fhm awk

sy nk ucap trima kaseh sbb sudi jd teman sy

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

-___-

CAN I FEEL MUCH BETTER THEN BEFORE ?

how ?

please find out .

i need happiness , laughing , smiling back into my life

i think i can't reach that

so bad , so sad


LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

ATAS NAMA CINTA

Aku wanita yang punya cinta di hati
Dan dirimu dan dirinya dalam hidupku
Mengapa terlambat cintamu telah termiliki
Sedang diriku dengan dia tak begitu cinta

Mengapa yang lain bisa
Mendua dengan mudahnya
Namun kita terbelenggu
Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta

Chorus
Atas nama cinta
Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi
Sampai nanti bila aku mati
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau
Atas nama cinta
Ku relakan jalanku merana
Asal engkau akhirnya denganku
Ku bersumpah atas nama cinta

Mengapa yang lain bisa
Mendua dengan mudahnya
Namun kita terbelenggu
Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta

Ulang Chorus

Atas nama cinta
Ku relakan jalanku merana
Asal engkau akhirnya denganku
Ku bersumpah atas nama cinta

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

LOVE

sangat indah bila kita bercinta
sangat gembira bila kita dicintai
sangat bahagia bila kita mencintai
sangat seronok bila kita mencipta hubungan percintaan

KEJUJURAN , KEPERCAYAAN , KESETIAAN
bagi sy , ia nilai yg paling dlm perhubungan
sy x memnta apa2 atau melebih2
sy hanya memerlukan 3 perkara penting ini sahaja

cukup dengan bala yang menimpa sy
sy x nk teseksa mcm dulu
sy x nk menitiskan air mata lg
sy x nk tekanan yg amat perit lg
sy x nk bersaket lg

sy inginkan kesenangan
ketenangan , kebahagiaan , keindahan , tersenyum , gelak tawa
dengan DIA . DIA yg amat sy SAYANG n CINTA
he belongs to me

InsyaAllah , dgn berkat n restu drpd Allah , family n kwn2
sy dpt teroskan relationship nie smpai akhir hayat sy
tp org kate " kita hanya mampu merancang , Tuhan yg akan tentukan "

sy akan mula menerima hakikat apa saja dugaan yg bakal menimpa sy
sy memerlukan KESABARAN n KEKUATAN
sy harap sy dpt support dr semua org .

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

hurt

HONEY

everyday i'm hurt

hurt again again

i'm starting sick

would u stop to hurting me ?

i'm weak rite now

really , really weak

starting give up with my life

with my love that i create for YOU and for BOTH OF US

HAPPINESS , SMILING , LAUGH

it's gone

i'm not like before

SACRIFICE for our relationship

it's really waste my time

cause i get nothing

but i want u to know

I LOVE U SOOOOOO MUCH

i won't u go from my life

i need u and i know U NEED ME TOO

u always say that

if u don't want to look me hurt again

please take CARE of my soul , heart

i hope ;

LOVING someone is not ur GAMES

a RELATIONSHIP is not ur accessory only

please aware , every move , ur atitude

is shows the reality of ur life and ur self

depends it will be positive or negative

sy cume nk ckp yg sy bhgia semula

mcm dulu , tanpa ade sebarang mslah

sy x nk tanggung keseksaan ini lg

mencintai seseorg mmg lah mudah

tp utk melepaskannya tersangatlah sukar

SAYANG , sedar lah dengan kata saya ni .

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

BLEEDING LOVE

closed off from love i didn't need the pain

once or twice was enough

and it was all in vain

time starts to pass before you know it your frozen

but something happened for the very first time with you

my heart melted to the ground, found something true

and everyones looking round thinking i'm going crazy

but i dont care what they say, i'm in love with you,

they tried to pull me away,

but they dont know the truth,

my hearts crippled by the vein that i keep on closing

you cut me up and i

keep bleeding, i keep keep bleeding love, i keep bleeding, i keep keep bleeding love,

keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love,

you cut me up

trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud

they pissing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt

let them know that the goal is to keep me from falling

nothings greater than the rest that comes with your embrace

in this world alone the loneliness i see your face

your everywhere around me everyone thinks i'm going crazy

but i dont care what they say im in love with you

they tried to pull me away

but they dont know the truth

my hearts crippled by the vein that i keep on closing

you cut me up and i

keep bleeding, i keep keep bleeding love, i keep bleeding, i keep keep bleeding love,

keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love,

you cut me up

and its draining out of me

oh they find it hard to believe

i'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

LOVE ; SYEERA ABDUL KHALID

heart to heart

i'm not the best for u ,

i cant make u happy ,

i cant make u smile ,

i cant be with u when u need me ,

i'm not beside u rite now .

u deserve someone better then me ,

ur love isn't for me ,

i waiting here but get nothing ,

please don't say that u really need ,

but u doesn't show it ,

i don't care if u doesn't trust me ,

cause u didn't see n don't know the truth ,

don't worry baby , i love u with all of my heart ,

do u know how to touch a girl ?

if u want me so much , 1st i've to know

r u thoughtful n kind ?

do u care what's on my mind ?

or am i just for show ?

TRUST , HONEST , LOYALTY

i can see it rite now ,

it's not for me ,

i want u to take care of ur self ,

please , i'm begging u ,

change ur self , please be better then before ,

fyi , i'm change rite now , i'm not the old 'SYEERA' anymore ,

the new me is u'll know , n i know u cant accept me in ur life when u know who am I .

THANX FOR EVRYTHING

THANX FOR LOVING ME

FORGIVE ME

I WANT U TO KNOW , I LOVE U SO MUCH

NOBODY CAN REPLACE U

SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE

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